It took me awhile before I can start to post this. Year 2012 taught me that in order for us to grow and conquer new challenges is to accept change.
Changes for me meaning my sister left for London for her MBA, August of this year. Everybody says that we're like twins and inseparable. Well, dumating din naman kami sa point na nagsisipaan at nagsasabunutan din kami and she always bullied me when we were younger (until now pa din naman ata). Hahaha =P But I think it was during my college years that we were able to really bond so much because of F4. I mean siguro during that time at long last we had that common interest! hahaha So from then on, we were really inseparable not just because of F4 but inseparable in everything.
We enjoy each other's company. We both love the same food, restaurants, movies and travel destination and most of all, we love to sleep! Hahaha We share room, so makita lang namin nagsie-siesta ang isa, siesta na din yung isa. Hahaha! We usually go to sleep at the same time and talk about anything until both of us dozed of.
Of course we had our "very" low-times and arguments as well but glad that as sisters, we were able to passed that. I think from there our relationship as sisters got stronger and both of us matured in so different ways. Since our eldest brother is usually based at US from time to time and my other brother has his own family now, she's becoming our "yoda" (in absence of my eldest brother). She takes care of me and my parents in ways that my eldest brother usually do. While she's still preparing for her MBA applications to packing her clothes that I still did not realize that she'll be away for 2 years.
It was only during the time that we sent her off to the airport's departure area and she hugged us one by one that it totally sinked in that she'll be leaving. I was fighting my tears to not fall because it was only then that my sister, my best friend will be away.
One time, my niece, Micah asked me that is it true that her Tita Mia went to London to pursue her dreams of studying there (so cute!) and so from then I realized that it was my sister's biggest dream so I have to be really happy and support her.
It's sad that I have no one to rant about everything at the end of the day especially when I had the "shittiest" day at work (she usually treat me for a dinner or buy me shoes to cheer me up, i know! aaaaw! ) and whenever I sleep alone at our room but I remembered what I usually pray to God for her, that is to give her, her heart's desire. =) And she got it! We just miss her so much and can't wait to see her again.
